The Window on the Left
2007-01-16
the cold fills my heart,
where you once laid.
i only know the dark,
the hole that consumes.
and yet, its better this way,
for i know that you are happy,
and i know i will be ok.
the Lord holds me strong,
and life continues to go on,
and what more could i ask for,
than all that i have,
all that i am blessed with.
and yet, why do i feel this,
this pain, this depression,
this overwhelming darkness.
i go to bed exhausted,
and i wake up tired.
this cycle seems unending,
a circle of darkness.
i know a life outside of the circle,
in the light, in the love,
but why do i continue to get trapped,
why do i question so?
and in the moment,
the darkest spark of night,
i am the light, and the light is me,
and there is blessed assurance,
a peace unbounded,
and a warmth from the heart.
and a smile on my lips,
as the sun shines brightly,
through the window,
the window on the left.
James O. Stewart