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Empty
2006-09-18

Have I loved you too long,
did i ever let go,
was i ever really free,
of your crazy memory...

i sit in wonder,
pondering dark,
knowing pain,
but no tears come.

I find no peace,
i am empty inside,
nothing fills me,
the way you used to,

years may pass,
but your memory remains,
in my heart, in my sub mind,
in my life.

I have found God,
I have found Joy,
I have found peace,
i was free, but,

somehow,
you are there,
in the front,
and everywhere i look,

and i know that,
even as others glow,
that your radiance still fills
me with empty thoughts.

I long for another,
to fill those holes, those pits,
that were created when we left,
another so beautiful

the brightest day is black
in comparison.
to not feel empty, to know,
there is more to me, for you.

James O. Stewart